Friday, September 23, 2011
I have tried three times to find my dashboard and as of now I’m still not sure where they hid it. Any one with a good map of Googletown will you please forward me a PDF?! But none of this is what I came here for, not at all. Why then did I come?
I came to answer requests for information as to my well being. Those who have requested this information know who you are and have again, touched my heart. You have shown me more concern than the so-called physical friends I have and yes I have physical friends who read this and no, I am not talking about them.
When I left you a dark shroud was starting to cover my world and it has. Unlike you though, I am not always able to lift this shroud with words, my vocabulary abandons me. A psyche entombed by the dark angel.
I am struggling to find my way back, searching for words, for meaning and this journey has no map just like Googletown. A wandering path lite in ebony where the trail is marked by puddles of evaporating tears. This is where I have been, following the ebony path hoping the puddles do not evaporate before I find my way.
To those who feel I have slighted them, I’m sorry, it was not intentional. To those who think this is about employment or money, give over it! Regardless of what they tell you, money IS the root to all evils. This is merely about a heart struggling to find passion, simple as that.
I leave you today with a word, difference.
When the world throws you options and while pondering the best selection, remember this word. Then ask yourself, “Is there really a difference and can I be one?”